This and That

Ugh yeah it is/was what I thought  the lab chick was odd liek she could not believe I have never had one before or any other thing like that. I dunno only problem every was after I had daniel that the dr. said was most likely from the pregnancy I guess I am just special lol. What sucks major tho is dealing with that,my monthly,hot weather, and monk being a total turd.I just wanna smack him at times he is such a pain lately and to top it off the dogs are being no better. I know it is partly cause I feel like crap so everything just seems worse but man I don’t know how much longer I can deal. I have a Dr. appt on the 27th I think I will bring it up then I better make a list of everything I wanna talk about. I mean I have no patience I just wanna die I wanna be left alone I just about told the psycho across the street off today she was heading over here and I just slammed the front door she got the hint and went back home if she had knocked on the door I would of went off. I feel like this everyday now I just hate it I hate feeling like killing monk I hate the thought of wanting to smack Jason for touching me I am fed up with it I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it cause then jason would have more work to do what the fuck is wrong with me???? I dunno I just wanna give up on everything it hurts so much I love them both dearly but I wanna be left alone more recently and I have no idea why. So yeah I really have to bring that up big time.

 

On to other things not depressing I am gonna die my hair back Blond since everyone hates my hair this color but do not have the balls to tell me it even took jason a few days to say anything  if you don’t like it fucking say something to me right away so I can fix it ughhh to go to the salon to get it done they want $125 umm no $10 at home and I can do it they were talking about stripping it doing high lights and low lights then dying it (maybe stripping it 2 times) talk about a rip. I am also looking for a spare bed still we thought we had a day bed from my uncle but his roommates sister got it and they did not know he was really sorry and I told him it was ok things like that happen all the time. Thinking of getting a bunk bed but dunno I seen a nice wood set at Walmart and a real nice single bed with drawers under it either of those would work I am liking the bunk beds better so when he has a friend stay over and when we have the next we will have a bed. More stuff to talk about to hubby. Ugh speaking of  Walmart they are moving their shit all around no one likes it not even the staff now we have to get use to the new look so not wanting them to do it.My head hurts I dunno why tho I got like a skeeter bite by my ear under my hair but it is not a skeeter bite so annoying so I have to wait until it goes away to dye my hair anyways lol well that is what I am telling hubby cause to be honest I love this color and DAMN-IT I am tired of being a blond I have been blond since I was younger I have been every shade of blond and even going as dark as medium brown ughhh why can’t everyone piss off and leave me alone to do what I want with my hair and liek it cause I like it but noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo but when they do something I am supposed to like it no questions asked I don’t care if they are my elders or not.Ok yeah this has turned out to a rant and I did not want it to be sorry folks I am getting outta here before I talk more shit about everyone near me right now.